Look at Me

Walking aimlessly
Day after day
Hoping you will not notice
My loneliness

Wishes deep hidden
Insanity about to begin
You are my love
You are my hope

I want you
I need you
I desire you
I covet you

You are my heroin
My rave and my pot
I wish I could have you
But I wish I could not

You are in my thoughts
Every moment of the day
You are in my dreams
Every moment of the night

Without you I would die
But with you I would perish
In the sweetness of your breath
And the smoothness of your skin

I hold on
I will sustain
I shall live on
After dying

We will be together
As we are meant to be
For in my heart
I am certain of it

Everyday
Someday