"Friend"

Holding my own
Or holding it in
I'm not sure which is worse

All I know
And all I feel
Is this ache inside that hurts

Thought we'd share everything
Till the end
Of time
But if that were the case
And how it was
Would I be here making this ryhme?

You leave me cold
When I reach
For your hand
You've pulled far away
And I don't
Understand

Did I do something wrong?
Are they simply
Better?
Why is it
"Friend"
That I'm forced to write this letter?

I'll never send this
So you might
Never know:
You, "Friend",
Are icy
As freezing as snow.