Beach walk home

A cold chilling breeze sliced through my body as I walked among the other civilians of the beach.  My body shivered and my eyes grew keen to all my senses.  The rushing waves ponding my ear drums and the other one hundred people all heading to some destination ahead.  We all knew where we were going.  We just did not say a word as all of us practically walked in unison.  The light ahead peirced my eyes, the waves seemingly grew louder and louder.  The wind pulled us up, one by one, into the dazzling light.  My thoughts raced like a cheetah, pounding with my heart, and wondering whether or not this was a dream.  When it was my turn the winds ripped at me, sucking me up like a vaccum would dirt.  God's powerful voice thundered down on me.  

"Annabelle, today is your judgement day.  I will view your profile-your life-and tell you if you made it to heaven.  Give me a minute."

I froze, hoping my life was good enough for my maker, who now stands before me clear as day.  His presence feels pure and perfect, like everything good.  I love God, but my thoughts pounded.

"Annabelle, you have made it to Heaven.  Welcome through my gates.  I love you and wish you happiness ahead."

He gave me a hug and pointed me to a big black iron gate.  In a daze, I walked forward, confused, happy, overjoyed, and sad, all mixed in an internal blender deep down inside me.  As soon as I passed the iron gate, my jaw dropped.  Everything was beautiful.  My surroundings were too beautiful to describe.  My 5 senses were overwhelmed with beauty and the beauty is too much to put in words.

An angel flew down to me and in the softest, kindest voice I have ever heard, he softly said "Annabelle, this way to your new home."

Tears of joy and sadness all at once streamed down my face.  I did not know whether to be happy or sad.  I died and now am in heaven my mind told me, but my heart told me more.  I did as Jesus wanted me to.  I did not sin.  God loves me and is letting me in on his serenity.  I now have an angel leading me forth in a daze to my own piece of that serenity.

As we walked deeper and deeper into heaven, the more my eyes and 5 senses were lost in the beauty.  

"Come this way." The angel said.

I followed him through a spiraling portal and all my good dreams and pleasures laid before me.  I love God, I love Jesus, but Jesus laid down his life on the cross for I can have forgiveness of sins and experience this beauty. Thank you Jesus!