i'm sorry

...i need to be honest, i think you know its coming,
i'm covered in lies, though i feel all will be ok,
there is got to be somewhere beyond this somehow..
just dont evr,never again....
never again,these lies ,
my life, you are not in it....never again
its the story of my life, the reason why the sky is blue,
i can see you dying
I dont want to do this anymore,
especially when i'm trying to sleep at night, and
there i stood, and i said, i'll see you someday,
yet that day haven't seem to part from me,
the feelings is still so deep cut into me,
like a memory sadden not willing to divide the power which holds it strong,
the mind, so i just sit here, and promise myself that i am never going to forget you,
yet i cant seem to forgive you, my heart shattered,
i just miss you, and i dont know what to do!!!
I want to know you...more
I am broken as the tears renders the last of my fleshly wounds to a fractured memory,
all left of a time ...of a smile,
Baby being here with out you, have just made me realize that i dont love you as much,
i dont miss your touch
but i need you, i need you to lessen the pain from a broken heart murdered with love,
the truest love,
i need you,
i need you to render the pain,
the pain from a soul blemished in your distance you
i need you to comply the pain,
the pain from a dangerous mind,
left to defend against compliments,
and politeness,
i need you ,i need you to ease the pain,
the pain from my defenseless mounding flesh,
left to embrace in the presence of absents