Taken aback

A day i remember through crystal so clear
though vague it apears
my heart reminise at variance sear
Possibly affection in fondess dismay
Conceivably dislike of mutual disaray
i muse on possibility
plausibility i cast at hand
Veto! i dare say
what if a love
indecision i pray, sprung forth from hate
a musing to execrate
as a matter of paper
lie verity a truth
as dawdle devious,dangling at proof
what if a thought
though presently undertaken
a measure in days of yore
or tentativly mistaken
at hand, bygone
Which to concider,perhaps
by no means love,nor never more
a dwelling thought
What if possibly-PLAUSIBILITY