A baby is always a Blessing... Sure.

By Peterpan456

Tue, 07 Jan 2020
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Lord help me. I can’t keep still, my thoughts feel like they are floating around my head, like bubbles in a fish tank. Clustering together fast and faster. My brain must be the filter - pushing the bubbles to float about the tank without reason. They come and go but have little reason for being there. I can’t understand what my path is or what I’m supposed to be doing. I think picking something and failing is easier than just making plans for the future.  Bubbles. I need to pick something.  I need to decide or my time is worth nothing. I am not a failure. I am nothing. I came into this world a mistake. I am not a failure/ A wasn’t supposed to survive -a terrible blessing for a single mother with three children. But here we are 27 years later.  Here we are is right.

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Submitted by Rhiannonw on

Each of us who exist have a pupose. We can look to God to use us in some ways, for good. We are all failures, but he still will both forgive and use us if we look to him, repentant, and with faith. So, having prayed, we go ahead with plans or things that come our way to the best we can, willing to have our direction changed, if there is something different we can  be doing, but until then concentrated on what we seem to be able to do now!

This life can be very confusing, and 'up and down', when one wants to feel a big certainty of achievement, but 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.' Proverbs 3:5,6