Relapse(dirty)

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Relapse or the long way home
Ever felt like you're just walking alone
Relapse or the long way home(x2)
Feel this

Imagine prescribed a drug to calm you
No drug prescribed that could harm you
But you turn it round an round
So that you look at the pill an have no clue
What should I do?Take one,two,three four or five
I'm just taking enough shit to keep me alive
So I thrive on the streets,so I rap to the beats
An keep my fans entertained
But my thoughts an brain aren't maintained
I feel like chocking,having a fit or bad concusion
Just cut my wrists let the blood an adrenaline
Just pour out an keep on rushing
Ambulance rushing,nurses come running
I get up with a knife,step up an say get the fuck back!
An if you don't lets see how you like steel tearing
Through you back an breaking you spine
I don't mind the pleasure is all mine
I got all the time to see you bleed out,enough blood
Just to see your blood pour out
An I got one chance left,to do what?(I know)

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Relapse or the long way home
Ever felt like you're just walking alone
Relapse or the long way home(x2)
Feel this

Since P left the scene,I been kidding myself
Couldn't take time out just to help myself
Injection after injection an pill after pill
Still I'm ready to kill-myself
Reminisce my first man murder
It was christmas night me an my cousin playin
Couldn't go out skating cause it was raining
So I wrapped him in christmas lights we were just messin
Than I got an idea to kill the him for fun
I throw him in the rotten tub, an cut him up
One piece throw,second peice lob it
I'm enjoying myself,I might make it a hobby
Third piece cut, I just say fuck it
Blood leaking all over the rotten floor
I should be in Hanibal lectors fame of wall
Blood smelling,bones cracking floor leaking what the fucks happenin
I just scream an call my Dad,than I remember I got no fucking Father
So I just run outta the home,run outta the block running an screaming
An I realise I'm running alone all away from home so I know I gonna be a relapse

(chorus)
Relapse or the long way home
Ever felt like you're just walking alone
Relapse or the long way home(x2)
Feel this