Secret admirer

Secret Admirer

My body tingles as i hear you breathe,
I question how delicious your touch would be,
You are a luscious being and i am a fool,
But still i feel my body cry for you.

What can i do, i can't deny what is true,
My helpless heart knows i'm in love with you,
Your handsomeness makes my longing severe,
As i taste the bitterness of my swallowed tears.

You stand close to me and legs tremble,
As i listen insatiably to your subtle innuendos,
I know heartache is looming and what else it may bring,
The pain of imminent denial stings,
A teenage anxiety conquers my being,
And my restraint to confess tells me that i'm dreaming,
I want to devour the animal in you,
Your sensual lips, i want to kiss them and all of you.

Suddenly you smile, you turn, you walk away,
As if to say 'that's all you can have' but that's okay,
Your face cradles my mind ever so softly,
And i will remember you forever fondly,
I will close my eyes and my world will shine,
That smile will brighten my soul even though you're not mine.