Being Gay in a small town

It's shit hard being gay in small town like Llanrwst or trefriw.
My ex boyfriend Paul Jones who was in the same year at me at school agreed with me. "The sly crap is disgusting". Fuckwits shouting gay boy, shit stabber, shirt lifter, etc: What's so ho ho about that. It ain't funny it is disgusting. People saying he is gay like crime, or freak show. My old boyfriend Craig Parry agrees and was one of them once. He joined in like pear pressure. Often he used to insult people just to join in. At school he was a real shitter who did this.
Anyway i have stopped being gay now, so it is not my issue.