Untitled Goodbye Song

One day from now,
I'm going to lose you
A nontraditional ending with
a cruel twist of fate
A guilty reflection and
this pain in my chest
It's the least I can do
in a comatose state

Up until now,
I never imagined
I'd fall for perfection
in an unlikely place
An intimidating beauty
scarred by the past,
daring eyes like forever
with a slight hint of grace

I carry you with me,
waiting for a new start
Renewing a friendship,
entwining our hopes,
you cease to amaze me
a lesson of the heart

I know that you knew
I tried to be subtle
The way that you spoke,
the looks that you gave
I treasure that day,
our first encounter,
I wish you could see
what you've made of me

Lucky is a hard thing to be
I wish you could see me now
I'm destined for nowhere,
just give me a reason
Something worthwhile,
I promise I'll take it
The seasons are changing
and you're fading away
I'd ask for more options
but you're miles astray

And let me remind you
I'm in this forever
Do you feel the same?
Or am I easy to forget,
something cheap to discard,
like the secrets you shared
as you softly called my name
I'm dying to know where you are

Can't say I've moved on,
though the reason is simple
I was settling a bet
And you were keeping the score
Would you resent me
if I cherished this moment?
I've no other way to
deal with regret
I'm sure that you'll miss me,
but I swear that I'm missing you more

Because you left without closure,
no picture to frame
No proper farewell,
my silent mistake
Though I'm still here,
I can't promise I'll still be the same