Thoughts

it's never really scared me,
just made me think.
how horrid the world is,
so further i sink.

i dont't cry anymore,
my hearts dead within.
to bring back some feeling,
i punish my skin.

my fleshs marked with anger,
each covers a lie.
my body is tired,
my one hopes to die.

i gave upon on happyness,
i thought i deserve,
i'm lving in fear now,
this life sentence i serve.

so further u drown,
into this life of regret.
i've given up fighting,
my future is set.