Raining in heaven

I don't want your forgiveness
all I seek is for you to be free
from all my hurt and pain
of 'our memory'.

Tears you bleed
show unhappy eyes
rain on me until i drown
no more blue skies.

Today I saw the torment
and the anguish on your beauty
I had no right to hurt you
I failed in my duty.

Rain hurts my eyes
like salt to your wounded heart
I can't breathe
oxygen gives my life no start.

Don't want you to find me
but often in your world it will rain
I am so sorry
I'm just crying in 'your' pain.