All Too Long

all too long

all too long
I locked myself away,
feeling worse with the words that I heard
and the words I ignored,
the music searing my soul
but the music isn't there to hurts us,
I've fucked up
essed up what I've been given
lost what I achieved,
found myself depressed,
I need to get help
I need to feel better first,
can't open up
can't close the wounds,
want I to go away,
slowly it fades,
all too long I locked myself away.

r.l.w 2002