The Cycle of Life

This feeling of being alone, stranded from humanity, is extremely sad. Understanding and knowledge is not always good, for when you think, you stop moving with the crowd for just a bit, and if you stop for a while, the whole of society will move on, and you cannot keep up. Maybe it is because I don't want to keep up, or maybe because I have an understanding of what might happen if I follow the crowd. Society moves in an almost exact way; as a child, one wishes that people understand him, and he thinks that for people to understand, he has to grow up. Thus, he hates the present and wishes to grow up. Once he reaches the teenage years, he starts getting jealous or wants to brag about items which others don't have, some such as having a partner, or having the best computer system. All of this bragging or jealousy causes the person to move away from friends;friends become further away, becoming an almost inanimate object which the person thinks will be forever with him. Then, once maturity hits, and the person becomes a young adult, they search for a job to get money, and a partner to settle with, and possibly get married. Then, they will have a child. Once they have him, hell will start to form. They can end up in a debate, or he could simply become an inanimate object himself. His everyday life simply a loop of going to work, coming home, sleeping and then going to work the next day. That will be his cycle until he hits the golden years, and realizes his life was a waste, nothing other than the simple human was programmed to do all of his life. Simply to work, to get money, to pay bills. I have understood that this is what life mostly is. Life has no meaning, you are here simply to work. There are some exceptions, which still end up as sad. Being rich means having everything, and ends with you doing nothing. Having friends till you die is nigh impossible to achieve, but then you will witness the death of friends which were with you your whole life, and you will feel alone, having adjusted to company. This is the cycle of life, as I understand.