T: Journal 8/19

Unfortunately for me, the future is at this point highly
theoretical. I just don't know where it's all going. Last night was
horrible. I had an obscene amount to drink and lived through it without
even vomitting. It is surprising that someone with as sensitive of
health as I have can sometimes take the amount of alcohol I do. I had a
forty, a bottle of Ashland Riesling, a margarita(smallish), and then
one bourbon, one scotch and one beer. I woke up very sick this morning
and today has really just been surviving the hangover. I thought it
would do me some good to get out of the house for a couple so I rambled
over to Starbucks and had a Tazo "Brambleberry" (cold tea and juice,)
and then a mocha. Now I plan to clean up the house a bit. Kyra, this
nice Japanese girl, is coming over tommorow to watch "Titanic" with
me.