Missing you

"My mind tells me to forget you,
because you lied to me and hurt me"

"My friends tells me to hate you.
because you used me and upset me,"

"So why does my heart tells me i miss you? and it wants you?
you made me happy and complete."

"You lied to me for so long,
I had so many plans for when i saw you,
To be alone on a beach, the wine and the sand."

"You've hurt me so much,
I had so many plans for me and you,
To make your first time special, a meal and candles."

"You made me complete,
I dont trust you, i cant.
I hate you, its hurts.
But i miss you, and i want all the way it was."