Breathing

Sometimes I forget to breathe. I'm involved so much now. Every
little flicker of emotion he experiences passes through me, and I too
feel his pain. I am somehow part of him that can fel what he feels.
It's strange and it scares me to think about what will happen if we
part in the near future. I've secured my hopes in him, trusting him not
to break this warm embrace, and if something like that happens, I'll be
left stranded, YET AGAIN, with my resistance torn apart.

I reall worry about him because I care about him so much. I just want
to hold him in my arms and tell him in my arms and tell him everythings
ok, and I want him to tell me the same thing. He leaves so many doubts
in my mind, I just sit here worrying, and sometimes I forget to
breathe. I wonder what tomorrow will bring? How will things be between
us? Better I hope, and more comrpehendable. I just want to be with him
right now. There's nothing I want more than to see his face and know
that he's happy, to hold him and kiss him gently, to rest upon him and
tell him how much I love him. But tell me the day that that will
happen, I keep forgetting to breathe&;#8230;&;#8230;