Hold Me Back

All I wanted to do was talk to him, yet my confidence held me back
and I felt supressed. It was like a mile ahd come between us when we
were, in fact, nothing more than a couple of paces away.
I looked over at him again only thid all the terrors of this universe
were iscolating me from him. No matter how hard i tried to throw off
the fear, i remained like a rabbit when a car is approaching- as stiff
as a board.
Everywhere i looked there were smiling faces, little girls skipping,
little boys fighting. Yet I seemed to be trapped in this melancholy
madness. Anger raged through me, and I could feel my body becoming
tense. I was annoyed with myself that I couldn't even pluck up the
courage to talk to him.
I finally took a step but it must have been in the wrong direction
because my foot slipped, the black hole opened and in I fell to the
fiery depths of ignorant bliss. There were no cares where I fell, just
plain ignorance.