Missing you by Circumstance

I feel deprived again
Missing you by circumstance
How cold and still the evenings seem
Dusk brings a dew so sullen
Where did my happiness go
Was it with the moon
Was it with the Snow
Where again is my happiness now
Am I robbed by fates cruel notions.

Will I survive again
starving for your sustenance
Longing for just a t?te-?-t?te
That will bring an end to silence
Where did my happiness end
Was it with your smile
Or a 'Just good friends'
Where again will my happiness find
An end to fates cruel notions.

Just a second chance for circumstance
To feel those warm emotions
Time with you, how sweet the sound
To lead me homeward bound.