Hunger within

the hunger inside is so intense
it doesn't even make any sence
i long to feel that fire within
thats raging out of control
burning me with every flicker of the flame
but i'm the only one to blame
can't explain why i'm so scared
past leaves my scars so hard to bare
want his soft touch
want it so much
fearful of his rejection
afraid he won't find perfection
i run away every chance i get
he must be feed up i bet
catch me if you can i say
i will always run away
trying to fight against the wind
for i run from myself
and have no clue as to where i 've been
my love for him is like a tug of war within
the depth of my soul
oh how i wish i could be strong
wish that nothing were wrong
still the pain is there from long ago

tosess me to and throw
i blamed the man i love
for the pain another had caused

how can i release my pain
so i can go on to live and love
again
free my self
let go of me
for in love is where i want to be
wow this book was great!

or was it a book?