The sands of time

what is a vast void unknown to me my future
what will it be
will I ever be happy
will I ever find that elusive thing called love
the nights are so long and lonely
all I have for a friend is my words printed on space provided by the
great world of the internet where things are never as they seem or what
you would want them to be
to be so close and yet so far
and never knowing what is true or false
but the pain is real I feel
and I have to put and end to this madness before it consumes me
and destroys me
for I can not bear the pain of knowing I can never have one so close
yet so far
my tears fall against the sands of time