Still I Hold You So

Damn it girl you tell me not, But love me so.
How can I close my eyes?
How can I let you go?
You hold me like this
It hurts to know I leave.
This is my call,This is my time.
But still I hold you so
We sit like this,I need to go.
You hold me down,Without a hand.
But still I cannot leave.
It hurts for me. To let you go.
If only for a while.
I know I see you tomorrow, But still I miss your touch.
A day a night,
A dream and still I'm sad,
You are not here.
You are still there and not within my
arms.
It's sad I know,To feel so hurt at my loss of you.
And still only for the night.You in my dreams,
My placid soul,Held by you,
But still without a touch