Out Of Control

Everything never lasts forever only time will tell until further notice. You know that feeling when you fall in love with someone so unecpected, thinking to your self you'll never fall in love with them because of their past history. Once you understand their past and accept it everything about them makes you fall in love. The more you try to hide the feelings you really feel, you fall for them even deeper than you thought. You just want them all to your self everyday and never want to share them. Sure it sounds a lot selfish , you tend to push them away just to see if they would come back. Everyday they're on your mind non stop nothing else is on your mind you don't know what to do, you get love sick, you feel weak and go so crazy. Need them so much it kills you and that's the only person on your mind. Love hurts, it can break and make you feel down, make you sick, make you feel special and wanted. Its so much just don't know if you can take so much feeling from one person.