Probably Just the Painkillers

Ounces of hate but pounds of love,
Flailing against the current like a drowning dove,
It's probably just the painkillers but
I'd let you back inside my heart.

I may be tre loco, I may be insane,
I may be a numbskull, I may lack a brain,
I may be a tit, I may be a fool,
But I'd be too kind after you were too cruel.

Who am I kidding, you crushed my soul,
Shat on my life and turned me to stone,
It's probably just the painkillers, so
Fuck you for now, we'll see tomorrow.

Horrifying tales that fill me with disgust,
Takes me back to that half-hour of lust...