Fat Genes

Okay today's the day I start my arms are getting too short
to tie my shoes. It's getting harder to get out of bed without a lot of
moaning, and grunting. Every bone in my body protest my movements.I
have to grab my back,and stand still for longer periods now until I can
move again.

 This is when I ask myself was that
piece of pie you ate last night really this good. If you would just
stop and think of how good it feels to be able to cross your legs
without it sliding right off again, put your socks on by yourself,(I
gave up on panty hose)and watch television with just one pillow under
your head.

I was a runt at birth sickly until I was
sixteen,normal weight until I hit forty, that's when the fat overalls
kicked in, most people have fat genes in my family it goes way past the
gene, I know age has a lot to do with your body changing, and i'm not
trying to fit into that whole piece bathing suit (with feet in it) that
still hangs in the back of my closet. I just want to feel
better.

When you mention being too heavy around here,
I hear the same thing well you need to get out more do things. Really,
why didn't I think of that? My feet hurt when I walk too much and my
legs ache from hauling around this extra thirty pounds. Seems like one
day I woke up fat. I don't eat that much or that's what I tell myself .
I told my Nephew that i'm a light eater as soon as it gets light,I
start eating. Joke, all you want too but inside your screaming at your
self don't eat that doughnut and like always I decided that no body is
going to tell me what to do not even me.

I need some
help,some support,a pal to get me motivated .When I mentioned that at
Jenny Craig you could loose twenty pounds for twenty dollars,my husband
made a counter offer,he'll let me loose all the weight I want for
nothing. Damm clowns, well now I'm wore out from all this
excitement,and hungry as a horse anybody want to go to the buffet?
better get in the car now, or get left behind.