This is depressing

(Chorus)= Losing all I used to have,
Losing ability to laugh,
I'm yelling and you don't hear,
I'm crying but you don't care,
I keep it all inside,
I will until the day I die.

Verses:

1-Do you see me outside, alone,
Singing my song of, one tone,
Can you see me in the rain,
Neglecting what I feel, the pain,
It gets so hard some times,
To be the one, that never cries,
But I hold it all inside,
For you, I feel I have to hide.

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2-Sometimes it seems to me,
That I don't know what's happening,
And they're hiding it all,
Waiting for me to fall,
But I won't go down,
Not this time, I won't go down,
You always leave me out,
Don't know what it's about.

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3-In the night, I feel the tears,
Their voices are all I can hear,
It's eating away at me,
Don't know how long I'll be,
Still here with you,
Always trying to,
Save you from your self and,
Help pull you up from sinking sand.

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4-Secrets and Lies,
The girl falls and cries,
Your Lies are the truth with me,
Cause the good in you I can see,
But you push me away,
Cancel out that day,
That I saved you from,
The stares of everyone.

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5-Now I'm falling apart,
I've lost all I had of a heart, for you,
Now the things I know,
Catch me in their undertow,
I'm swept away from you,
Lost in the current running through,
My head, in which thoughts Ricochet,
I wander in my disarray.

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6-I pass away from this place,
You could never look me in the face,
Was I so ugly, to you?
Was it me, or was it, you?
Doesn't matter I suppose,
Don't need thoughts such as those,
I'll just fade out now,
And you'll never know how.

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