MAYBE NOT

MAYBE NOT.

Today i decided to forget for a while.
it was great.
i could relax.
pretend.

"fly away on my zepher"
that song has been in my head all day.
swirling in my brain.
its sending me a secret message.

FLY AWAY.
but i cant.
i have my life to live
instead of chasing dreams.
thoughts
love.

and here i go
it always comes back to you.
your programmed into my brain.
eternally.
not my fault.

no,this poem is about me.
ill put you aside a minute.

but i cant
now your in my thoughts.
i need help.
this isnt love.
its insanity.