I/Me/Him/Her/Them

I/Me/Him/Her/Them

My head is constantly aching
My heart is constantly breaking
My nightmares constantly waking

It hurts so much to see you
I want so much to be you
Just today

What is the fear that visits in a dark moment of the soul?
Is it the thought of death?
The pale while light that will be seen at the time of the second
coming?
The second coming?
Can't say I noticed the first

Cats in the moonlight - like the time you thought you knew
after a long time I am beginning to realise
light, silent, nights, when a moment of truth is revealed.

You haven't seen nothing yet (does that make sense? It's one of those
double negatives).

Double of anything is twice as much, right?

I offer myself up on the alter of missed oppertunities - Can I belong
in a place I don't fit
in?-----------------------------------------------

A saw a man who had a plan
(I tried to follow him, but it was like walking through
quicksand)
I want to ask him how you can
stay alive and give a damn
when all I see is people dying
(the third anti-christ, right?)
I've hurt so much I feel like crying
(But nothing's happening
I'm feeling sad, so what's wrong with me?
the human condition?)
how I wish I was that man
that man I saw who had a plan