Waiting

Still have
Your photograph
Reminding me
Of everything I want
And miss
Your scent
Is everywhere
If I wash
Everything down
I will be sad
For I wouldn't
Be able to breathe
In your perfume
Remember
The time
When you smiled
I admire your strength
Though
Please tell me
How am I
Meant to deal
With the thought
Of you
Not being in my life
Should I forget
All we had
Times we shared
I cant do that
I refuse
To be someones toy
Don't want
to miss Anything
It felt so real
Though it feels
Like I woke up
From that dream
Into a nightmare
Its so hard
Waiting for
Something
I have never known
Open your arms
Let me in
Don't lead me on
Over a cliff
I just don't
Want to be
In love alone