A Life I Wish to Forget

My name is Lilieria Montemorency and I received a strange invitation to a mansion this morning and for some reason I know I cannot turn it down no matter how many times I tell myself no I seem to be drawn to it I leave for the country side of London tomorrow.
I arrived at a Victorian style house I guessed more than four hundred years old. At the door was a house keeper a strange house keeper there was something in her essence that just seemed strange her name was Jade she was skinny and she was pretty very pretty she had long blonde hair and deep blue eyes but what she wore was so old fashioned and colorless it reminded me of myself. I showed her my invitation she welcomed me in I was the last to arrive I guess there were more than me here in that case. She led me through a long corridor into a large bedroom and that was where I stayed basically day and night I rarely left I left for one meal a day although three were served I guessed I would be the last to meet our hosts, there were two other young ladies very high off society. They didn’t seem to like me at all I don’t know why. When I was in my room I used my laptop I would sit and write poetry or a song and every now and then I would begin a story and that is the story of my life. Then when I would get really board which wasn’t very often I would pull out my guitar but that was very seldom because I hate the sound of my own guitar.
I have been here for three weeks the other two girls I found out were models and had no interest in anything other than fashion and more fashion. So that is why I choose to stay away from them as much as possible Jade seems to think I am starving myself and said she is going to tell the hosts if I don’t eat anymore than a coke and a piece of fruit for an entire day. I mean I just don’t eat a lot is that so hard to understand. Well I stepped out of my room and down for breakfast this morning to make Jade happy and their were our hosts at the head of the table chatting lightly with the other two guests I was debating on whether to go back upstairs when I changed my mind.
“Miss Montemorency what can I get you” Jade looked very pleased to see me
“Um just a glass of water please” I said in a my lone tone
“Oh so you finally grace us with your presence Miss what was it to good to eat anything afraid to get too fat or wait are you trying to lose weight I can’t see anything under that hoody”
“Here you are” Jade said enthusiastically
“Thank you” I said polite fully
“You must be Miss Montemorency” One of the guys said he had his hair tied into a high ponytail his hair was a bleach blonde very pretty he had green eyes and he had a well toned body.
“Yes I am” I said taking a seat
“Jade says you don’t seem to eat” He said to me
“Yes well it is a bad habit”
More like I have an eating disorder a duh those girls need to find a better way to waste time.
“I see but you don’t look to slim to me not with that hoody on, will you please remove it” he said
I really didn’t want to but he is the host and this is his house so I should probably do what he asked no matter how much I would rather just not do it so I complied I removed my hoody to reveal my strawberry blonde hair that had bleach blonde highlights my blue/green eyes and my size zero figure I was wearing a black turtle neck and a pair of low rise jeans he stared at me intently intrigued and the other girls looked in horror.
“Oh Lili did you realize you left your cell phone in your room” Said one of the girls I had my cell phone on my person but it gave me an excuse to leave
“Thank you I think I should go then” I said standing and walking quietly up the stairs I got to my room and let out a heavy sigh asking myself what I had gotten myself into this time I seem to attract trouble for some reason.
I went up to my room and I didn’t come back down all day until about ten at night I went into the kitchen Jade was already in her room and I was the only one out at this time I have done this for the last couple nights I grabbed an apple and took a seat at the empty table with the light off so it was dark then I heard a noise it was those other girls they were talking.
“We have to get rid of her she is going to like make us look like total bimbo’s” one of them said
“I know what you mean” the other one said
Well I wouldn’t make you look like complete bimbo’s if you weren’t complete bimbo’s. Oh well I guess I’ll go outside for some fresh air. I walked out of the gorgeous Victorian house I saw no one outside and I heard this beautiful violin and I began to sing to it.

“Run away love they say you see nothing ahead and nothing above, I poured my pain into words you put my hand over the flame till I call out from pain all I wanted was a place somewhere that the wind blows and carries me along with it somewhere free.” and then I just hummed to the music until i couldn't think anymore i don't know why but this place is just so calming to me.
And then i saw him sitting there on a corner of a roof he was watching me violin in hand listening to his tune and also the one that was coming from me it was the host from breakfast he seemed intrigued by me everytime he saw me as if i was something he hadn't seen before something lost yo his eyes.
I don't know why but he seemed much older than he appeared somethign was strange about this place and i am going to find what it is and when i do i will leave i think maybe that is what is keeping me here my curiousity or perhaps just the sure beuaty of the place.