My Private Niche of Hell

I woke up to the most annoying ring tone coming from my phone and thought if I ignored it maybe it would just go away, but we all know that doesn’t happen unless it runs out of battery and I charged my phone last night. Great now I have to find my phone to shut it off it was already eight thirty and last night was another one of those nights where I might have gotten two hours of sleep, this is the perfect way to start my first day at a new school. I hate the first day because it is always the worst my last high school was hell I was glad we moved but I kinda wonder what might have happened had we stayed but I guess I wonder that all the time because we never stay in one place for very long but I guess you could say I have been able to deal with that to a degree I just put it in line with the rest of the stuff which is in the category Life Sucks. I sat up and began to search my box filled room you see I went to live with my Dad that is why I moved this time normally it is because of my mom she used to not be able to hold a steady job but that was when she was still alive she died of alcohol poisoning three months ago I guess you could say I have moved on but I haven’t at the same time well technically it wasn’t just alcohol poisoning it was a mix of too much smoke inhale and that was because she left a pot on the stove on high and the fire got too high I tried tro move the pan and got burned pretty badly they got her out of the house but she didn’t survive.
I went into the bathroom after finding my phone I had ten minutes to get to school which wasn’t very long at all so I barely had time to dress let alone grab food I was so gonna need some caffeine and sugar to make it through this day. I knew it would be cold outside so I dressed comfortably but warmly at the same time a nice pair of jeans and a long black turtle neck. I slid my jacket over it and walked out to my Nissan X-terra it was a nice shade of black which really has not shades to the normal eye but there are different shades. I hopped into the car with a red apple shoved into my mouth that almost fell out of my mouth because I bit into it too hard but luckily I caught it before it hit the ground.
I got to the school it was the traditional brick building that I was used to just a bit smaller than the last four or five I lost count. I noticed a lot of the cars where a lot older except two maybe three including mine that is. Well I was staring when I saw him he was leaning against one the cars and then I saw the rest of them they were all unbelievably handsome and beautiful in so many different ways I couldn’t begin to explain they were the most exquisite people I had ever seen maybe they’re models I finally parked and got out of my car I made it to school on time barely and that is a great accomplishment for me just making it to school on time that is. I decided not to walk past them I’m not sure how long I will be here I have never really lived with Richard before but from what I have gathered he is going to be very easy to live with and I won’t see much of him. I mean he is very caring it was Mom that left him but he wanted her gone too because he told her if she didn’t stop drinking then he was going to leave I guess mom left first and saved him the trouble and won me in court too I guess I really have no idea Mom always told me I had no Dad.
I got to my locker in one piece for such a small look from the outside it sure is large inside and that is not a bad thing at all I mean I can live with it the more people not to get noticed by but it was smaller than any other school I had been to. My first class was English easy as pie I could probably sleep through it if I wanted to and still pass with at least a B maybe an A I don’t know depends on level of difficulty I mean I am a Senior after all. I was lucky I got a seat in the back of the class just as I was hoping to me being lucky is a rare thing so when I am lucky I am surprised because I have always been one of those girls that bad thing just seem to be attracted to which isn’t a good thing. The teacher seemed nice she didn’t seem very awake herself her hair was up in a lose bun like that was all she had time for her outfit looked like she just threw it on no time to get rid of the creases and wrinkles there were lines of lack of sleep underneath her eyes the lipstick on her lips hadn’t been blotched and wasn’t only on her lips it was smeared a little the name on the board was written rather sloppily. This class should be a breeze but I will wait till the first week is over to make my final decision on easy or not until then I will check every morning she walks in and engrave the image in my mind because that is one of the few things I have a talent for detail. It isn’t just detail I have knack for some would call me a witch some would think I was crazy if I told them I could do things that they see in movies with just a flick of my wrist but my strong points are fire, ice, and wind, yes there is a difference between Ice and water believe it or not.
I started to lay my head on my desk when I heard someone coming my way they took long full strides and breathing hard.
“Hi I’m Cliff” he said standing in front of my desk
“Hi I am wait you probably already know or if you don’t can you guess?” I asked
“You’re The girl sitting in the desk in front of me” cocky little guy
“The names Razz” I said hoping he wouldn’t make any jokes
“Nice to meet you Razz” He said
“You’re from the big city right?” he asked
“Yeah I guess you could say that” I said wondering which big city he meant
“That’s cool so what kind of music are you into” he asked me
“I guess I am rather eclectic you could say” I replied to see a wrinkle in his face which made me want to laugh so hard judging by the look on his face I had met a stupid one.
“Well I’ll let you get back to your socializing now I feel I have taken up too muck of your time Cliff” I said feeling a little bad but I was tired as I could possibly be for the two hours of sleep I got and that is not cool. By the time Cliff finally walked away the bell rung as he was walking off.
I hate high school it is in the category of life sucks I tend end up hanging with losers or really stupid people no offense to stupid people because I can be pretty stupid myself but the people I tend to hang out with are retarded this always tends to come out wrong why does that always happen to me? I really do wonder. At least sometime I do I mean I really don’t attract stupid people it is just they aren’t necessarily common sense happy if you know what I mean.
All my classes seemed to drift by I made friend after friend once I was awake that is and Cliff is a pretty nice guy after I had him for three periods I kinda got to know him still no one knew much about me I rarely spoke about myself a subject I tend to be a little touchy on every now and then I never have been able to figure out why exactly maybe because of all the tragedies or the sleepless nights because I am afraid of the nightmares I might have no just joking I don’t know why I don’t like to talk about myself I guess I just don’t weird huh? At lunch I sat at Mikes table his friends were nice and they seemed to like me pretty well which was a good thing I guess I mean I kinda noticed there was some sort of aura about the Café I mean it’s not anything I can really describe it is just different. I looked around and then there were three table in the front sorta well one lined after the other. At each of these tables sat the most beautiful people I had ever seen and I mean it I had seen many beautiful things but these people it was like they had stepped out of magazine they were just so perfect so extraordinary. I think Rebecca figured out what I was looking at she seemed to like me a lot and she was very nice.
“Oh your looking at the Montemorency tables huh” she said
“Yeah I guess I am” I sad slowly trying to figure out if she expected some sort of other answer I mean if she did it would be fine it’s not like I would be embarrassed or anything, but I guess I said the right thing because she went on and on I guess this was one of those times where you didn’t hear a word you just smiled and nodded like you were listening. I just stared ahead blankly I couldn’t quite place it and I didn’t know how to even begin the aura was just so different from anything I had ever sensed I mean it was so strong and overwhelming. I used to write stories a lot and I used to write about werewolves and mystical things and about things from the past and never know where they came from till we went to visit my Grandmother and asked her why I knew these things and she explained it as aura past aura you learn things as you pass through it but she said that you should close the door on the aura so that you don’t get yourself in trouble and she showed me how to block the information that I gathered from the aura.
I got up to throw my half drunken coke away but the only problem was getting to the trash cans in the café I mean there were other people up and I like to stay out of the line of danger seeing that I am sometimes accident prone. I mean I am not too accident prone I just tend to attract trouble like I said before I attract stupidity I guess. I slowly moved to the trash cans evading things getting thrown and all kinds of other things that were going on I finally got to the trashcan and then I saw him again the same guy who was leaning against the car this morning he was throwing all of his food away it was like the food in his hands would make him sick just to look at it he looked up at me semi smirked he was unbelievably gorgeous I mean that in the most flattering way knowing that guys don’t like to be called pretty his hair was jet black no gel but still very shiny and from the looks silky his eyes sparkled light green with dark green specks his face was so pale high cheek bones his face was slim like the rest of him, his clothes were neat and fit him well everything about him seemed perfect it looked like he was examining me and then he quickly walked away after his food was thrown away. I didn’t like the look in his eyes the same look I got from maybe one or two other guys sitting at his table.
The look was like he wanted to take me and just kill me rip me into pieces then it was playful like a glint of his inter child was seen through his eyes he scared me to a degree but then he didn’t. I threw away my coke and took a seat in my next class and there he was that guy the Teacher began to call role,
“Billy, Jenna, Rebecca, Damon, Stephan, Rose, Aubrey, Emmett.--”
He raised his hand at Emmett thank god my name wasn’t on the roll yet and no one really seemed to notice me at my little corner at the back. I couldn’t sleep through this class the teacher seemed much more together than the one I had this morning. Another equinity beautiful human walked in this one was different though I don’t know maybe it was the way he handled himself that singled him out from the others. His skin was darker and yet it was so pretty his eyes were a gorgeous grey blue and then he wore something a little less together than the others I had already seen today his clothes weren’t so perfect but he still looked perfect though I just can’t describe it the way I saw it the picture is kinda engraved in my mind and unluckily for me he took the seat in front of me and then the class became rather aware of my presence.
“Who is she” One of the girls asked
“Oh I must have over looked your name on the role” she said
“No it isn’t there yet my name is Rory” I said calm and collected the way I had learned to do it so perfectly almost robotic.
“Well Rory we are pleased to have you in our class” she said
“We are?” one of the girls said
I just ignored it took my seat again and went back to my mindless babbling to myself from what I could tell the two boys Aubrey the one who came in late and Emmett who you already know as the boy who is now sitting next to me Aubrey got to stay sitting in front of me and I got to keep my corner I feel bad I used y Jag On ,on her so I could keep my spot. They were both pretty cocky and arrogant from what I had observed I hadn’t said a word aside from my introduction all class period no one seemed to notice I was there then the bell rang and it was time to go home for me finally school was over being a senior rocks seeing that I get out of school earlier than I normally would have well not really I mean if I was freshmen yeah it wouldn’t be normal but I am no longer freshman thank god.
I got into my car and went home Charlie wasn’t home yet so I had the house to myself not that I really didn’t when he was at home, Charlie tends to work a lot other than that he is very easy to live with which is a very good thing indeed. I walked into my room I remember it vaguely from when we all lived together when I was maybe six I don’t actually remember and to be clear I really do not care at all. I remember when I was sixteen I thought I was boy proof til I layed eyes on Adrian he was gorgeous long golden hair dark green eyes amazing smile he was an Elfin Lord I found out later and I realized he was way out of my league but we are really good friends still I now know it is impossible to be feeling proof I tried that and I still am to a degree but it doesn’t work all the way for anyone no matter what they think.
When Charlie got home I already had dinner ready and he looked very happy to see me with a smile on my face and I think he was glad I wasn’t locked inside my room like I was for about a month I rarely came down even to eat. When I finished my dinner I kissed Charlie on the cheek and went to sleep thankfully I went to sleep the majority of the time I rarely get sleep I am busy doing something or another I just dread sleep normally I have these horrible nightmares that are horrible. I woke up sweat covering my entire body I sat up and plucked at the rubber band that I kept around my wrist it kept me calm very calm. I slowly became less terrified and I walked to the window and then I saw something outsides the only thing I don’t like is the woods outside of Charlie and now my house.
I got up for school this morning and well everything seemed normal but it wasn’t there was just something in the air something very strange. I got into my car and drove to the school and calmed down a bit then I saw them all again they all seemed to follow the one called Aubrey this morning I realized they weren’t the type of beautiful you would think they are the subtle kind of beautiful maybe even peaceful very noble in stature.
I went to first period and then the rest of the day I was dreading the last class now I noticed some of them were more beautiful then others like they were different species of humans or something.