To much pain

Dear you,
Can you see,
My pain,
And my grieving,
The things i recieve,
Not of a man,
Nor of a lady,
It's because of my pain,
To much pain,
And hardness,
To much laughing,
And too much crying,
Think of the people,
Suffering like me,
THink of them,
WHen you,
Are puking up,
They can't get better,
They poorly forever,
They are like me.