Unconditional Love

It was my blind love that empowered you,
Only enough to cause this pain,
If I had not given you my heart, you could never have broken it.
I am also to blame
But that doesn't make it easy
I almost hate you
But that small part
That loves unconditionally
Still makes excuses for you.
Will I ever be so unafraid again?
Will I ever take this risk,
And win?
Am I strong enough to set you aside?
I must,
Or wither and die