evil takes me by surprise

evil is eminating from the floor
transforming into a series of black clouds under the ceiling
spikes sticking out of the walls
poisonous spiders are crawling around the room
the plants can't beathe and are withering away
this is my apocalipse
it happens almost every day
I am withering away
in loneliness
and lurking evil-
I can't smile to myself in the lonely mirror
my mind is beeing shread
with the thoughts of being dead
I am evil
I am the devils' daughter
though I do not choose so
I am lonely
and need to be happy
to chase this evil away