Two - If I call, let me in
I remember how it all unfolded like I hoped it would have been,
But it still made me feel crazy, sitting underneath of that tree.
I'd been sitting there forever when you saw me, smiled at me,
My sister said she saw you smiling like you would have liked to know me.
I saw you in the august sun,
Walking, floating by.
You saw me working, reading, sleeping,
And you tried to catch my eye.
I think that I am an alcoholic just so I can hide.
I told you “you could trust me”, because I said that I don't lie.
You helped to change how I saw the world.
Much too young then, I'm much too young now I'm old.
And you wrote,
“I miss you already, now you're gone.
You make me smile,
With you I have fun, and fun, and fun.”
In the beginning
We had a golden statement.
It worked and it was good.
As time wound on,
as time sometimes does,
into a type of thing
that made the first one true.
This new august thing was so different
as to make the first thing no longer a rule.
We began to regard the statement with questions that were never true.
These questions begged the statement
“What came first and what is new?”
For this reason
we have to know
who is who and why?
The past is gone
as the past is loathed to do.
“I am the sun,
I am the moon,
I am heaven
and I am hell,
and I am everything in between.
Times flow passes me by.
It doesn't matter.
I've seen the world from the view of the peasant,
the mightiest king and the lowest serf.
Have you run with wolves?
Have you commanded armies?
Do you really think you hear them telling you what to say?
Have you fought on the front line?
the back line,
for the king,
against the king?
I feel I've walked these streets before.
I feel I've gone that way before.
No matter which way I turn,
which way I run,
or which way I stand and fight,
or cower and die
it all ends the same.
Do you believe and trust in god above?
Is the garden Eden what you’re after?
But would you sing along with Satan if he played music for you?
Its execution time
No place to stand aside.
You want to be at peace
So just wait until you die.
You want to change the world,
Because you know the worlds insane
Apocalypse is now,
But don’t know who is to blame.