One for the Win

One for a win,
even if you lose,
the suffering you feel,
abates my pain,
flawed insecurites,
temporarily forgotten.

Tearing you apart,
my intent is pure,
a fascimal issue,
vanished by your pain.

By bullying you,
casting hope into oblivion,
I feel a surge,
a dwindling spark,
a calm in the storm.

Even if you oppose,
stand before my hatred,
no one cares,
questions,
corrects,
watching humanity fade away.