Maintaining Anger

Why is it,
That whenever I tell him,
In strictest confidence,
He renders it in glowing colours and charges 50p for entrance.

How can he ignore my plea
So easily,
As he uses me as a stepping stone
(when done,
Flicks me into the rushing torrent)
To a higher tier.He does not care;
Scraping the white, shattering bone
With insolent retorts
As he is amused at the outcome of his little 'game'.
How is it humanly possible to make popular such a private and
meaningful thing,
And do it with a smile.