Night: The lonliness of it.

I lie here at night,
My cheeks moist from crying.
I wonder how i got this way?
The room is dark around me;
Reflecting the darkness i feel inside.
As I lie here alone,
Isolated, rejected.
The world outside disappears,
I'm full of fear and despair.
Slowly I drift further away;
Looking back on those good old days.
The last thread of hope slips away.
My body shakes violently as i take my last breath:
I whisper the words: 'God forgive me'.