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As the new year dawns on us, id like to take a few minutes before
the festivities begin to say a few words to my friends. im not sure
whether you think/do understand me and the way i act but i hope by the
end of this ull understand me a little more.

Generally im quite a happy person wudnt u say,i mean i have lots of
differnt 'lauras' to me but i spose every one does.Its just sumtimes i
get a little....weepy perhaps is the write word and i no everyone does
but its hard to explain ull have to bear with me while i try and spit
it out.i get quite depressed for a day sumtimes a week and sumtimes i
no why and sumtimes i dont but id just like to say sorry because i hate
that laura.and id like to apolodgise for it in the past and id like to
apologise for it for the future.just remember we all have our moments
and theyre mine. i no not all my frends are gona read this coz a
limited amount of people have my abctales account addy but to those who
do have itand to those who dont no me.......

My name is Laura-anne George, i cum from a family of 4 others 2 sisters
and my parents, one of them is called Carol and shes amazing shes a
theraputic radiographer (quite a mouth full), and she goes on last
minute holidyas, xmas shopping in new york, skating, sailing anything
shes pretty much dun it.ans Helen shes amazing too shes beautiful and
loves to have fun, shes a nanny and owns a nice little house in
grantham.my parents are both teachers, my mums a little weird and my
dads genrally a nice guy but sumtimes a little scary.
I dont believe in a god or any other sort of being but i do believe
that everything that happens is meant to happen, kinda like fate but we
dont have a set path, everything we do changes that path and leads us
to a differnet life like my poem serendipity, thats my favourite
word.its also one of my favourite films, serendipity and hearts and
souls, both kinda chickflicks but i luv comedys and actions
too.speaking of comedy i luv to laugh, those who no me will no this is
true and once i get started i usually cant stop, i think this gets
kinda irritating after a while am i right?
i havent had many boyfriends but the ones i have had werent anything
serious(were teeangers how can they be!), but they were fun.i never
kissed my first one whihc is because i had a brace and i was scared coz
u here all those horrific stories so i neva did then he got grounded
but were still frends who hang out together, my second i kissed, but
not very many times, and my third we did kiss quite a bit, that was the
best out of the 3 but it only lasted a few weeks whihc was a shame but
i no it was ment to happen if we were gona have the friendship we have
now, on occasions.
now about my appearnce, wel i dont like myself but then i am a teenage
girl.in one of my other poems i say that i luk in a mirror and i luk at
myself in disgust or sumthing wel thats kinda true.i dont think im the
ugliest fattest beast in the world but i dont luk at myself and like
it, like wen i try on sum new trousers and they dont fit because of my
hips or sumthing i hate it i hate it so much it makes me envy my frends
which i dont think u shud feel towards the people you love.but another
year has dawned me and agen the resolution shall stay put LOSE WEIGHT,
it stays firmly planted at the top of my diary in true bridget jones
style, in sum ways this fictional character reminds me of me except i
dont have the sex god and the sweet romantic fighting over me,
desperate to lose weight, trying to do wel in work/skool, and wen
things get hard turning to the booze and fags.vodka is her only frend
and it is my satan, yes i had a experience with vodka which i shall
neva forget and shall be teh one day which i think of and think 'god i
hated my frends' on that day which i no those of them who r reading
this will no too, but they probably wont know why it hurt me so much
and this one thing that i shud put down in this but im not going to, if
they didnt realise the moment i walked out that house they never
will.wel theres a lot more i wud like to say but it is now time for me
to go and watch a night of endless tv with my parens, happy new year
everyone, see u in 2003.