Alone

Have you ever felt so lost that you wanted to cry?
Have you ever felt so alone that you wanted to die?
These tears are warm, but my heart is cold.
Why can't I find somebody to hold?
This mind is young, yet the spirit grows old.
Feel like I'm losing all controll.
Some will say, "heaven is only one step away."
But the path is lost in the darkness of my days.
I need some help, a place to go.
Yet where that is, I do not know.
Memories burn, and thoughts they churn.
Still I have nowhere to turn.
Please, someone help me, lead me home.
Tell me, why do I feel so all alone? `