Eighty Two Reasons

Some of the 82 reasons why we shouldn't be together

We have nothing in common but when I look in your eyes I see your soul
is similar to mine. Perhaps. Underneath your insecurities, because
that's where I was once.

You have no determination. But how can I criticise? I wouldn't be with
you if I were determined myself. You're so lazy you stay in bed until
the afternoon everyday. But I would, if I could. I'm so tired.

You lied to me, you said you loved me, you said you'd always be there
and you said you'd call today. You didn't. You're a human
contradiction, but I thought in your eyes that you meant it.

I know you talk about me behind my back, I'm too quiet, I'm too strange
and I'm terrible in bed. But I've said forbidden words that could tear
your limbs apart and take the air form your lungs.

I'm sorry. I can apologise, it may mean nothing to you but it makes me
feel better. Better than you. I long to hear "I'm sorry" from your lips
but you're too proud. I don't understand why, you don't love yourself.
Neither do I.