How dare I want this/when you kiss me

I dont want a relationship

but i want to gaze at the stars with somebody who will love me in that moment 

me love them then too cheesy

for all we are, just in that moment jesus christ

if we fall in love so be it.

There is an intimacy, even pleasure

I am elated. And still, I'm not satisfied.

Perhaps there is a safety in not knowing 

Absence makes the heart grow quiet, I think 

but I need to know

Am I safe? 

how dare I