Tired

The time has come when I've said fuck it
And I can't deal with this shit
I want things to work out how I want
But deep down I know it won't
I'm tired of trying
And if I said I wasn't I'd be lying
My days seem never ending
When I can't hear your voice
Maybe my heart needs mending
But I know I have no choice
My heart will do what it wants to
Making me miss and feel the way I do about you
But the time has still come when I've said fuck it
And I can't deal with this shit
My time will come
Or maybe right now I'm just being dumb
Maybe I'm being selfish
But I know all I want is eternal bliss
That probably sounds stupid at fifteen
But will all I've been through and seen
I know that is what I want and mean
But this time I'm still saying fuck it
I can't deal with this shit