Written on the 3rd of may

mmkay, i havent written in here in a while...ive been fairly busy.
im listening to some miles davis now. wow, hes great. i wish i could
play the trumpet. im getting fairly good on my classical guitar(well
for a beginner, that is). ill be playing it next year in junior miss.
my guitar is so beautiful. i want to be a philosopher, because i know
exactly what the world needs: PINK MILK, or if you like it better this
way, strawberry milk. you know, that nestle quik strawberry mix that
makes the milk turn pink. that stuff is sooo great. i could live off of
that! but seriously, it just makes me so happy. i think that the only
thing people need to make them happy is some strawberry milk. then the
world would be right. flamenco sketches is such a great song. im going
to do debate next year. this should be fun. i really enjoy these
people(well some of them at least). and im not going to graduate early.
i decided that this is high school, i need to enjoy it, i need to be
with people i enjoy. and if being with people i enjoy and who enjoy me
means that i have to stay my full year, then im ready to make that
commitment. sometimes you have to place whats best for you emotionally
over whats best for you mentally. school is not all that matters. i can
be the smartest person in the world but if im not comfortable being me,
then im not going to happy. and im glad that i realized that my senior
year is supposed to be a fun year. well, lemme think of something else
to talk about. i really like the ataris right now....oh yeah im getting
will an old atari and "metaphysics" by aristotle for his birthday...i
get to see him saturday. we're gonna make pancakes. hm i guess thats
about all for today...