Castrator. Part Two.

Still thinking of castrator, I remember when I was 17 and a friend bought her young friend to Church for the first time, I saw something I had never seen before in my young life. The 15-year-old girl was crying as she showed us her arm, I was horrified, I thought she had been attacked, she had deep cuts dug out into her arm with open wounds, it looked raw and very painful, it was blooded, she hadn’t been attacked. She had done it to herself. That was the time I had heard about self-harm, and seen the horrors of it. Why had she done such a bad thing to herself? Her brother raped her when she was five! Nothing happened to him, and she told us he had just had a baby girl!!

When I was in my 20’s a young woman who I worked with, she told me, “I was raped by her grandad, my father and my brother.” She was Very hurt, and only spoke through clenched teeth. She never smiled; she had nothing to smile about. During the time we worked together her grand dad died, she told me, “I am going to the funeral,” I said, “Why?” She said, “To make sure he is dead, and to spit on his grave.” She was such a lovely woman; it was such a shame. Many years later, I saw her again, she was completely different, she was now married and happy, her teeth were no longer clenched. As there were other people, with us, I wasn’t able to ask her how she had got from how she was, to the present day. I was very happy for her.

Saw a documentary yesterday called, “Zara McDermott – Uncovering Rape Culture,” It was very interesting, it mentioned, many private schools, where some cost £44,000 a year and upwards, in these private schools, they are taught that they are unstoppable. The young people are taught that there are many famous people, that has done very well and thay, went to their schools. This is good for egos. Some young people then think, that they are better than others.

A young child called Semina, age just 12 she was hounded and harassed, on the internet to show naked pictures of herself, a boy from her school raped her, she didn’t tell her Mum, it changed her completely. She cut herself all over, and showed herself to her Mum before taking her own life the next day!

Lots of rapists start young at school, nothing happens to them, as the girls feel they won’t be believed. Some are warned if they don’t have sex with them, that they “Will be raped.” Some are worn down, by been called names and told that they are fridged, no woman or girl wants to be told that.  

A website called, Everyone’s Invited, it is for those who have been raped or sexually assaulted at school. The site was inundated with thousands of anonymous stories of girls who had been raped or sexually assaulted. In hundreds of schools in the United Kingdom, there are many young rapists. An Ofsted report confirmed that, “Rape culture has been raging unchecked in schools.” 2021.

A rapist has a different mindset to anyone else. There was a husband who drugged his wife and each night had other men raped her, while he filmed her, that was in France.

In the news yesterday, a Doctor in France has been charged with 300 separate sex offences and 111 of those were rapes! All of them children, they were either under anaesthesia or waking up, with equal number of boys and girls. This rapist kept detailed account of his abuse and was only caught after he retired when he abused a young girl age 6, she told her Mum what he had done to her in her garden. All of those lives he has ruined! But, I digressed, back to England.

When I was young, and I heard about rape, I would say, “They should have just finished the job, and killed the person they have just raped.” For in my eyes, I could not have imagined anything worse than that, other than death! My Mum gently helped me to see sense, that one, the baby, child, or adult, may not want to die, or end up dead and two, people get over rape and go on to live a life, past it. So, I understood and changed my thinking.

Personally, on a slightly different train of thought, if a woman lies and says that a man has raped her, and he hasn’t, then I think again with DNA proof, that woman should go to jail for a minimum of 10 years!!! For she has ruined that man’s life forever! She has ruined his Good name!!!

There are three men in England this year, who has been charged with rape, two of them are brothers, the three of them, are not my cup of tea, but I think they are innocent!!! I still believe in wickedness in high places. I hope these men don’t do any harm to themselves, and that they will hang on, until their names are Cleared! For these three men, I would Not want them to be castrated!