Labour

i cant be bothered.. and yet im writing.

i can say things that will hurt others, but i dont want it to happen. i
dont want it to happen because i kno it has to happen. sadden the
person who makes me smile in thought... early days, childish
plays.

doing nothing carries the thoughts now.. i can look and not have to
think.. beacuse i know its tru.

U are the only person in my head as i write..

by giving me a lease of life im greatful, thought its never going to be
the same when im hateful..

dragging yourself out will make this happen.

when i see you with others i'll only think of your ways.. ur not a bad
person, ur heart just plays. i dont blame anyone not anymore..all i
know is that its making your heart sore.

we cant control everything, we cant control anything.. it happens
because its meant..

later n life we'll all look back and think. some will float some wil
sink. missed opertunities that shud have been forfilled.. things that
have hollowed you and make u distilled.

made stale by people u kno.

or the reverse, as i continue to flow..

i provide a thing u were lacking,making you write...insted of
slacking..

i lack inspiration,and now im worse... i can only express in rymin
verse.. u were there for a period of time, since i first saw you i
wanted you to be mine.. tho

its never going to happen,and we both know this.. which in return, you
were my first kiss.