Has The Bottle Stopped?

I have missed you I will not lie,

I do think about you, I will not deny,

To dance one night together in the middle of the ballroom,

To stop my brain running for a moment and breathe,

To feel nothing and fly,

I miss you.

I can sense life again and it is sweet,

The air is fresh,

Food is succulent,

Sleep is bliss,

But I still miss you.

I still get angry;

My jaws clench

My eye twitches

My body tenses

I know it would be easy to do it but

I cannot love you.

The blanket of the bottle will not win,

I will not let it win!

It was not comforting or cozy,

I will not miss you.

That monster must now be buried

I do not miss you.

© phk2010