A funny Thought

A funny Thought
P K Routray
Today I got up at four in the morning,
Suddenly a thought came up in me dancing.
I have got plenty in life so far to smoothly row,
I should thank God profusely and out of gratitude first in the morning I should bow.
Have I got more than what I deserved?
Why should He give me more than the service I served?
Why should He favour me over others?
He is the righteous supreme, can he give me beyond my shares?
At some body’s cost or beyond my dues Why He should favour me?
Why should I thank Him for His unjustified acts if at all those be?
All these questions occurred to me for introspection,
But I found no logic to thank Him for His job undone, half done or well-done.
I mused upon the parameters to success or survival on this earth,
like sincerity, hard work, capability and above all the lucks even since the time before birth.
if I lack the calibers and luck, He is responsible,
If I do not exert or apply, it is also His duty to make me able.
If you analyze by differentiating me and God as separate entities,
You would find ten percent of my success or failure to me others are his duties.
Should we thank some body for doing his duties?
Or is he demanding our praise, prayer and thanks on gun point holding the survival keys?
Does He need our prayers as bribes to His lawful tasks?
I find only logic of fear behind a thought that for us He wears infinite number of mysterious masks.
Is he beyond our earthly logic and a dictator divine?
Does He need our prayers and thanks to wax His vanity? Readers may opine.