60 Years In A Blink

I entered covered in chaos,
Existed through murky unclear
Lenses.Then left too float
In disillusioned waters,
While headless sheep
Reduplicate.

I'm left to witter my mere
Unimportant life away on
My own. Losing my pith
Years since.

Not that I had ever been
Truly acknowledged, but if
There Was a slight chance
Of this and it wasn't so
They could cast their
Hoodwink eyes on Me.
Then, Where were they
Before It got too this.

But no, I see through you,
Like a Hyena,lying in wait
Now I'm almost at my decent.
Seeing me for only a split
Second, through your
Disregardance window.

It's an obvious human
Reaction,yet you don't
Addlepate me.No like
Always no one will miss
Me, or even know
When I'm Cadaverous.