Letter #3
By RubenMiyazaki
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To the hopeless knight of the Scarlet Flames
Why did you told me that you love me when there's already someone who caught your attention? Is one person not enough for you? You shouldn't ever told me anything then... because I now regret everything that ever happened between us. There is nothing but a bitter memory now.
Why didn't you show me commitment and asks for trust? And how could I even trust you when you did not commit? Do you have any idea how worried I am?
I have my reasons why I am being possessive over you. A good reason at that too, I'm trying to protect you, dear, even when you are far away from me. although so, I am disappointed at you... knowing that you pushed me away when I still cared. I'm not saying it's my fault, but it just proves that you're not mature enough to face trouble. Yes, I am your problem and you're running away from me. Smart solution for you, you think but you can never run away forever. Someday our paths will cross again, it is inevitable. And it DID happened, and it will happen again.
When will you learn that not everything could go your way? why is it so difficult for you to accept that I have a fragile heart? No one could be all strong, it was just a matter to whom they would want to show that weakness. I was wrong, I thought you could understand me. I needed your presence when I am in trouble, why can't you understand that? Is your head too hard to accept that?
All you cared about is your own problem, telling everyone about it and then expect anyone to give you solutions (or at least respond to it). I didn't live by your way, and so that's why you got me out of your "way" right? Not everybody behaves the same way as you, dimwit.
A strong knight you may be, but you would never earn real trust from anyone who would get close to you by being themselves. Is it not eh irony of everything? And you seemed to be the only one who does not notice it. You refused to learn about how others work, whether in a team or individually.
You told me that I am an anomaly within your group of friends because I haven't learned the essence of what you have. But what mattered was you were unable to accept people the way they are.
Look in the fucking mirror before you fucking judge.
As much as you despise your weakness, but if you have not learned how to accept it, you will always be in the same place. That was what I meant by "your weakness could turn into your strength". Grow up and come out of that sheltered world of yours, then you will learn how reality works.
For words i could not express, I send you my regards
- Ruben
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